Surfacing the media

 

 

Weight of Balance Rocko's Journey black and white detail  (1 of 1)

Detail Weight of Balance Rocko’s Journey by Cathy Hegman

 

Working mostly on wood panels and canvas, I only get out the paper when I know I will be painting for myself or possibly as an entry in a show.  I  don’t favor one medium over another anymore but I have found I tend to gravitate and enjoy painting on hard surfaces the most.  Even in papers I tend to only paint on the hot pressed or smoother surfaces.  I tend to enjoy less and less any absorbancy in a substrate.  It is a personal choice as I see many works that are wonderful on the softer cold press paper, and other surfaces in which the paint sinks in and grabs hold.  I tend to like to work the surface, really dig in and work it, so the less absorbent is better for me.  I believe after years of working in art, that I have found the most important part of my work; is that it is a part of me.  Through working the surface and creating and losing the figure, I am spending more time and becoming more familiar with the painting; and  putting not only my thought, but my physical self in the work.  As I paint background and the figure in each piece it disappears and reappears many times until I actually recognize it as the figure that I had in my mind.  The paint will dictate many of the decisions in my work, and I will wrestle, fight, and often cry with it, but eventually the paint and the painter will become one and the painting will begin to solidify.  

Weight of Balance Rocko's Journey by Cathy Hegman

Weight of Balance Rocko’s Journey by Cathy Hegman

 

Rocko’s death has had a profound effect on my work.  I realize it is very personal and not for a gallery,but something inside of me still yearns to be close to him.  I get a feeling of satisfaction in painting him with myself, as if we are still together.  Weight of Balance Rocko’s Journey, is my attempt to be able to come to terms with the having to help him leave.  I prayed for months as his health declined that the Lord would take him in his sleep and save me the agony of having to have him put to sleep.  My prayers were not answered, and after I had it done, I suffered miserably with the fact that I did it, I was wrought with guilt.  This painting is my way of working through this time.  It still makes me cry to think about him not being here with me, but it helps me  to think of him as vibrant and young dog again and on a fantastic journey.  I will always miss and love him and I hope that my letting him go is somewhat like this painting.   I am finding balance in giving him his journey. 

My best advice for any artist, is to find the things that are important in your life, and give them credence in your work.  Your work will be stronger for it, and you will be able to better understand yourself more by seeing pieces of your life in your paintings.

 

Thank you for reading my blog!!

Take care,

Cathy

 

 

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About Cathy S. Hegman

Art, much like a road links people together both visually and mentally. One can attain a glimpse inside the artist’s soul by studying the artist’s work, and perhaps find something that links them to the artist and the art. A work of art has the ability to resonate and touch the emotions without regard to age, gender, race, or religion through the application of pigment to canvas or paper. Art can be the voice that cries out without limits, or sometimes whispers the thoughts of the creator. Art speaks silently, yet conjures up feelings and gives satisfaction that is undeniable, and yet intrinsic. It validates our need to learn about ourselves, and gives us freedom to search for our own identities. The road is long and often dusty, but always renewing the spirit with inspiration. It is my hope in this lifetime to give a part of what I have learned through and on my journey with others. The deepest form of us is revealed in our thoughts and my art is the translation of my thoughts to paper and canvas. I paint layers of color and line to create a history of marks that will guide the viewer into my world of thought and engage them in the process. I embed personal symbols throughout my art to give it deeper meaning. I encourage you to think about life in a visual way and to contemplate our connections with each other and the world we share.
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4 Responses to Surfacing the media

  1. It’s a beautiful painting, Cathy. Rocko is smiling, I know.

  2. Maureen S Farrell says:

    Absolutely love your work….very emotional. Your words too, touch me. At times I think you are looking over my shoulder. Always rich, thought provoking and from the soul. Thank you.
    Maureen

    • Thank you Maureen! It is good to have someone that understands where I am coming from with my art…thank you for doing that, it is important beyond words to me!
      Take care,
      Cathy

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